Sometimes I just find myself incredibly sad for no reason, and I don’t know if it will pass in a few hours or a few days.  So I waste time in a fog of apathy and inactivity, halfheartedly trying to motivate myself.  I never know when such a mood will set in; I can only hope it won’t last long.

dontyouforgetaboutkimi asked: You're cute... Oh wait... That isn't a question. :P

Oh hi, I think you’re cute too.  We should totally go out sometime… :P

whatshouldwecallgradschool:

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Pretty sure I had a conversation with my subconscious in my dream last night.  I told her (apparently my subconscious is a girl) what I wanted out of life and she just gave me a sad smile.  Looking up into my eyes, she just asks…

“Is that what you really want, or is that just what you keep telling yourself?”  

The question was met with a somber silence.  As the fog of sleep dissipated, I opened my eyes to find her face still vivid in my thoughts.  Even now, I feel the glare of her eyes, the weight of the question.

The answer isn’t clear.

You know the feeling you get just before you kiss somebody for the first time?  That dramatic anticipation that hangs in the air as time stands still?  Is there some word for that in another language?